I'm still trying to figure out how I fit into this generation. Sometimes I have a dream or watch a movie that makes me dwell on past lives. It amazes me how far we have come in the evolutionary cycle, but for this same reason I feel halted. I'm not really sure to relate to the people around me, and I think it may be because of my isolation, but also my progressive drive to never accept traditional ways. When I sit in my classes and listen to my teachers talk about things that I could or have taught myself, and their inability to explain why the times have not changed. Why are our clothing still made by children in hot houses? Why are families still starving? Why is the general public so against change? When I think about how my peers jump from one relationship to another without even a word of closure, I assume that we would adapt to change easily. But in fact it's the opposite, its dehumanizing. What happened to the high school sweethearts? We need more innovation, acceptance and compassion for all living things. Never fear the future. There are no endings, just transitions. I'm trying my hardest to not hold hostility towards humanity, it can be so draining. One thing I've never been good at is disguising how I really feel.